I don’t know what to do or say. I’m so overwelmed with doubt and worry.
I just wish someone would come save me. I know that’s such a little girl way of looking at the world but in a lot of ways I still am a little girl.
I guess I need to wake up and just take risks. I know I always say that but I really will this time. Even if I have to do it by myself. I’ve tried unsuccesfully the last couple weeks to get my friends to go out on the weekends but they always don’t want to. I don’t blame them. Either I’m annoyning to hang out with or they’ve already settled into their home lives.
I have a goal to go out sometime this weekend. Little goals should eventually lead to accomplishing bigger goals. I need to be more positive. Being negative and just complaining won’t get you anywhere. Even if you have every right to complain.
I can’t let another year go by of not doing what I want or experiencing things. Little by little, I’m going to do it.
So first: Go out
Second goal: Go on dates
Third goal: Have a boyfriend./get into a meaningful relationship
I’ll go from there